submerge in the depth of depression and unhappiness, burn with choler, and chain downwards by alcohol addiction, Jonathan couldn’t do it any longer. After the loss of his male parent as a immature boy, confront infinite hideous decease scene in the line of responsibility, and the decease of his son, Jonathan turn to the universe for answer — find merely dark. confront with the menace of lose all that is leave to him, Jonathan turn to faith and find hope and salvation.